a beautiful mess...this is

If you wanna know what’s been going on in my life… here it is.

Dear Bebs,

I can’t believe it’s only been 5 months… feels like it’s been forever (not in a bad way).  It has been an amazing 5 months all thanks to you! YOU are what made it amazing. I feel so lucky to finally have someone who meets me half way, even though sometimes you go the 90% and I only have to do 10. What makes me happier is that both my family and friends like you and even though I get paranoid at times I’m glad your family likes me too. =D Glad I don’t have to try and sneak you out of my house as well. Haha!

I’m really sorry about the incident that happened with you know who. I’m pretty sure a third person always comes up in a relationship but I’ve put it in the past. I know it would make sense that if I truly wanted to be with you I wouldn’t even have to think of what ifs… but you know me, I analyze things and think a lot. That didn’t mean I wasn’t sure about wanting to be with you. If anything it made me realize how much I want to be with you and how good we are together. There’s no one else. <3

I know money is an issue and our schedules somewhat conflict but being able to see you on Skype is good enough, but it would be nice to see you in person. =p I’m sorry for the times when I just sit there looking at you but know that that smile on my face is me thinking to myself how much I love you and not getting over the fact that I am one lucky girl. When you were trying to do more of the talking at Red Lobster I started tearing up because I love how you try and put in all your efforts to make me happy and to make us work.

So… to close it off I dedicate this song to you. <3

Loving you always & forever,

Khaing